i was thinking.... i want to learn more than i am. And by doing that I have to push myself to do those extra little things besides getting my homework done. I need to read instead of sleep, and I need to write instead of watching tv ( Read more... )

is it possible to re-dicover music you once loved?

ELVIS COSTELLO is amazing. i found his old 2 disc set from his early days..... oh i miss his music.

its nice to be cheered up after a week of shit -y - ness.

My birthday is tomorrow and I am so depressed. My health isnt that great, and I have classes all day today AND classes tomorrow. I just want to stay in bed and not do anything ( Read more... )

Let me just say for the record... that my roomate comming home at 2:30 in the morning, playing her 30 phone messages as loud as she could play them, with her man, laughing and screaming like an idiot, is DEFINATELY NOT MY IDEAL time to sleep on a SUNDAY NIGHT. THAT IS WHY I AM WRITING THIS. and i am sure that tomorow, when i come home late, i will ( Read more... )

Then i realized.... i really dont know who she is. Are those fake nails? she would never wear fake nails! but i guess things and times move on and it sucks that things are what they are sometimes. i know i couldnt be more vague. i dont know. i am uncomforatble, and the frost and ice on the trees in new hampshire was the first inspiration i've had ( Read more... )

I think i did good by doing winter term. I was able to jump into and get things done in a matter of 2 weeks. I directed 3-4 tv shows in the STN studio for my class, one of them being only the second day we were in class. I produced a really good show about how NOT to watch a movie.... and it is funny ( Read more... )

I dont know what to think, it's 70 ouside- and there are 26 days left till my birthday ( Read more... )

A doe hit me while i was driving ( Read more... )

I will be comming back to hartford on the second of january to do winterterm. sort of depressing ( Read more... )

Ok thats done.... and that... and that... OK

Now thats done..

OK now I just have to get through this. I HAVE TO GET THROUGH THIS

by friday morning, it will be safe to ask...
is jen ok?

I dont have finals . I had FINAL.. papers, portfolios, projects and films. Due this week.
By the 18th i hope to have my head back together.