i literally forget how amazing my family and home friends are sometimes. i miss them all and love them so very much ( Read more... )

i think emotional balance is probably the thing i struggle with most. i have so much to give and nothing to give it to. i should probably start doing a service of some sort, i know that would make me happier. i just like being busy and having projects, i'm a worker. it's why i love knitting ( Read more... )

break was lovely. i was very happy that i got to spend time with family and friends. it also was a nice chance to decompress and not have to stress. when i got back people said i looked less stressed and happier, so that's good. haha ( Read more... )

my grandma died tonight. i had no idea it was coming. i knew she wasn't doing well but no one had updated me or thought to inform me that she was off that badly. so that was a shock. i don't know if it's still fully hit me. this is the first person in my life that's passed away that I feel a true loss for.

i have spring break tomorrow so it's kind ( Read more... )

i finally watched the divalicious Gone With the Wind this week. I loved it. The end.

i also i made a movie for campus movie fest at cua. we filmed it in an hour and all the text was just improv. next time, it hopefully will look a little more polished.

www.campusmoviefest.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/IdeaFlow.woa/1/wo/JRtgzxiAusf8OwI4ZGWtvM/4.0.5.1.6.6.11. ( Read more... )

i needed a change. i feel like this new journal helps to signify a new time in my life. i can always look back on my old journal, but i needed a fresh outlook.

well Cole opens up next monday and tonight and last night's rehearsals were mini train-wrecks. i keep getting stressed about it at night and nervous but i just have to let it go and think ( Read more... )