i dont even update this thing now. its almost like a never have time ( Read more... )

wow have not wrote in here since feb. wow.... anyways im in college. yep. its going well. my boyfriend is amazing almost a year and a half coming up. i love josselyn and megan. they made summer very fun.

mrah. you made me miss you more.

i can't sleep now.

day two. no phone ( Read more... )

i was accepted to NAU. to go.. or not to go. oh man...

 I guess Lisa is right. All the fake  little girls don't really matter after a certain point. Now I understand exactly what went through her mind last year. And you know maybe this all doesn't really matter. Because when one door closes, two more open. Quite frankly Im still smiling, and I know who I have and who I don't. And miss soko has my back ( Read more... )

about a year ago a friend gave me a book, all poems by emily dickinson. i dont think i ever thanked you enough. because everytime i seem to read this book  i add another sticky note to a page. each sticky note not having a purpose, but just to note that a poem on that page i can relate too, iv realized almost every page has a sticky note on it now.

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fuck.. what did i do..

is it just me or...?

when someone tells you something they will do, something or go with you, or promise something.. and they just either forget,get to busy or have excuses. is that not annoying? or am i just weird like that. i dont get it. most reason to not like the human race.

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