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MUSIC Driftwood:A Fairy Tale by Cursive
Dad cancelled on me today, like always. It saddens me, really it does. His soul is so pathetic now these days, yet he still manages to move. Stupid bastard. I really don't have much to say. Today was pretty shitty, &that's about it. I waited for 4 hours to be picked up, but it never happened. I thought that ( Read more... )

MUSIC Baby Blue by The Early November
I re-dyed my hair yesterday. It is just a tone down from black again. &all my red is still fucking in there! It won't come out. I've been trying to get the red out for centuries I tell you. One of these days, it will fall off. I have been dying it since 6th grade man. Didn't go into work today, which means I ( Read more... )

MUSIC Paperdoll by Kittie
The hair on my arm is growing incredibly long, &I'm doing nothing about it. I haven't shaved my arms in about 3 months. I guess I am just too damn lazy. I usually don't like it, but I guess it really isn't bothering me that much. I didn't come into work till around 100PM today. I just didn't feel like getting out of bed, ( Read more... )

MUSIC Privalege by Incubus
Second day of work, &I am not dumbass who will forget my fucking music at home again. "Don't worry, the computers have speakers at the office." I should know better than to trust my own Mother. I spent the first day of work, in silence. The only thing I heard was an occasional phone ring. I seriously felt like killing ( Read more... )

MUSIC Poetic Tradegy by The Used
I've never been good with words. Sure, I may write with a bit of talent. But when it comes to talking to him, I sound like a dumbass. My last two posts I was feeling really sorry for myself. I hate that, &I never want to do it again. Don't people realize how they have an affect on others? Or are we just walking ( Read more... )

MUSIC Another Perfect Day by American Hi-Fi
I despise you Stella. Everytime you walk in the room, &I smell your perfume, my stomach twists inside. To think I used to want to be just like you. I wanted to live your pathetic life, &have your beautiful looks. It disgusts me how I can never have just one shot around you, I have to have ten. I can't ( Read more... )

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