It's hard to believe... actually honestly its not hard to believe you would say such things. Either way though it's shocking ( Read more... )

One thing keeps going through my head. It keeps playing over and over again and I can't help it ( Read more... )

Well first update from PA. Meh.. its cold here.. really cold.. infact theres snow outside. I miss Florida and I want to come home.. but theres not really any reason to. I miss the girl I love, but it only took that girl two days to move on and forget about me. I hate these emo acheing heart entries... but I miss her a lot.. and the idea of never ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot... mostly because I can't sleep. I can never sleep. Here is what I realized ( Read more... )

It's so nice sitting very still ( Read more... )

My dearst Sv... viewers,

I'd like to take this time out to tell you I'll carry this grudge until I'm pale in the face.. paler in the face.

Yeah, I went there, I'm shaking. I'm an idiot, and I'm sitting here shaking. Kudus.

Some days are better, they're better than others ( Read more... )

Not even gone yet and I'm already being replaced. Wouldn't it suck if I came back in a month, then I guess I'd really be fucked. People are so selfish, but I don't want to be a hypocite (unlike some people) so I won't say any more than that. I know I'm selfish too, I really wanted someone to be with my last time here, which I know is selfish since ( Read more... )

Blind to the answers. Find yourself. Walk for the moment. Find the reason in yourself. There’s a reason, there’s a reason for you and I. There’s a reason, there’s a reason, for you and I ( Read more... )

Its been a rough couple of days. I've been making some really tough decisions.. theres so much running through my head.. so many things to consider. It sucks. But what I'm doing is to myself. I don't have a sickness, I'm not dying (at least not that I know of). This damage is self inflicted. I'm in a bad situation right now, one I've been in for ( Read more... )