i just read one of cassie's entries. she said something about missing dannielle. and i realized that i REALLY miss her too. i don't like that i do. because i'm pretty she doesn't like me... at all. i wanted to say hi to her today when i saw her. b/c she was sitting with kori at lunch when i came back from a doc. apt. and kori was talking to me. but ( Read more... )

i have come to realize... tonight... how important it is for me to take my medicine. damn it. i hate taking it, because it just seems so fucking fake. i don't know. but i know that i don't enjoy feeling like this. but in a way.. i guess i kind of do. sort of like a punishment from me to myself... that makes no sense. but yah. i've been thinking ( Read more... )

he likes it differently than you ( Read more... )

yaaah...i saw justin thursday. it was a very very good time. i loved every fucking minute ( Read more... )

hello hello hello is there anybody in there ( Read more... )

hello hello hello is there anybody in there ( Read more... )

merry christmas.

yaaaah. i'm having a super day. i really am.
woop woop. life is good. :) and i now have a kitten. she is beautiful. AND... she likes me! how fucking exciting!

i hope that everyone has a beautiful day. i love you cassie.
good bye.

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i can't get over the sameness of every fucking day. everyday. it's all the same. wake up. go to school. come home. do homework, or not. eat dinner. go to bed. wake up... and it fucking starts aaaaall over a fucking gain. then the days, go on to months. and months go on to years.... and THAT happens all over again. god. it makes me insane, man. i ( Read more... )