Thoughts of You and how You changed me ( Read more... )

This time, This place ( Read more... )

Well, I realized that I'm still in love with Nicolette. Not like it matters though. She's over me. I'm happy about that but I'm not. In my head I'm happy, but in my heart I'm not. I wish I could have been with her all this time, but her cheating on me got to my head too much and I couldn't take it anymore. I don't really know what's going to ( Read more... )

Why is it that I'm always depressed when I'm around friend, but when I'm at work I'm happy being around the people there. Even outside of work when I'm hanging out with people from work I'm happy, but add one of my friends into the mix and I'm depressed. I dunno, I guess I'm just getting sick of people ( Read more... )

"To renew your faith in God, you must believe in your lie"

So yeah, I haven't updated in a while. Life is good right now (other than me being a little sick). I don't think that I could really be happier. I got my promotion at work. I'm now a manager, well actually I'm training to be one. Bowling is going well. On my thursday league we won the first half of it. On my tuesday league we're somewhere ( Read more... )

All I have to say is that it is your loss.

Well I just got off the phone with Sarah and I feel a lot better. We talked for like 2 hours. I wish that I had talked to her about everything that is going on between us earlier because I misunderstood what she actually wanted. I thought that she just didn't want to be with me and with how we had been around eachother, that really hurt, but ( Read more... )

I fucking hate feeling like this, but unfortunitly I can't seem to get my mind off of the one things that's making me feel this way right now and that would be Sarah.

Here are some lyrics that are how I feel right now.

"Anatomy Of A Tidal Wave" - Cold

Its when my world comes down
You wanna change your lil ways
Tommorrows another start
But it ( Read more... )

Why is it that no matter what I do I always end up back at this fucking feeling?