I have created a new livejournal. If you want my new username, then IM me at fmc4lyfe and ask for it.

it has come to my attention that i have no real friend anymore. therefore i will no longer be updating in this livejournal

When I look at you, I see the person that I feel I'm supposed to be with. I went "blind" for a while, but now I see you again. I know you once felt that same way, but now I'm not so sure. Now I feel that you don't see me anymore, that you're blind to me now. You see everyone else and wonder, "what if?", but you can't see me. I know I was the ( Read more... )

What's wrong with me? I hate feeling the way I do. I hate making you feel the way you do. The only way I can see to take my pain away makes yours worse, but to take yours away makes mine worse. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't handle the pain, but I don't want to lose you. I want you, I need you, I love you. I hate that you don't ( Read more... )

What's the worse feeling in the world? How about knowing that you fucked up the best thing to ever happen to yourself and that there is nothing that you can do to get it back? It's the worse feeling I've ever felt/am feeling. I know I fucked it all up, but it seems that there is nothing I can do to fix it. I guess I can't have what I want again ( Read more... )

The waiting isn't what is killing me inside. What's killing me inside is hearing you say "143" or "love ya" instead of "i love you". One other thing that is killing me inside is knowing that you have feelings for someone other than me. The last think that kills me inside is, I don't know what you're thinking when we hangout ( Read more... )

"I can't stop the hell I've created in my head" - Walkout - Pieces of my Brain
"Who will be the one to save me from myself?" - Ashlee Simpson - Catch Me When I Fall

I.W.Y.T.B.M

Why did I let it slip away?

Why, why are You still here with me ( Read more... )