long time...i dont forget

[disturbedgrl]

Sometimes...I feel like im in a dream. I feel like if i fell i wouldnt have a scratch on me. and some days i feel like my world is falling apart. I sometimes have to burn my hand to relize its hott. or cut myself to relize its sharp. Only because i learn from my mistakes. To me it words mean nothing....I can speak them all day. To me Im 21 yrs old

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[hellohello86]

i couldnt agree more with you in this post then i dunno what! .. i feel like that anymore, i also kinda even though this sounds so stupid, i know its not true, but i kinda feel like im in a game, or like im in this fake world that if i die i can start all over again, same life same me but no more problems because ill have learned from them. maybe like if i go to sleep ill wake up and itll be a different life. but i know in reality you only have one life and ive already fucked mine up, and ijust cant seem to get over it. i feel like any moment ill wake up or maybe i can "restart" this all over again, have another chance, but you dont. and im having a hard time dealing with that:\

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[disturbedgrl]

I agree baby...I wish that were true...I would do it in a heatbeat. To change it all and become different but ive learned that the only thing i can do is fuck everyone and make myself happy. Im so glad i have friends who agree w/ me and dont think im crazy for thinking these things. I love you Jen and i wish i could make you happy. ::kiss:: or atleast make you feel better. but you are a awesome friend and im glad i met you ::hugs::

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[hellohello86]

*hugs* i feel the same:) you are the greastest! i wish you would get on aim more though:( because i dont get to talk to you that much :(
ttyl hunnie bunnie<3
*kisS*
Jen