So I was reading all my old entries and such. Wow, Just so much shit has happened and Wow I just dont even know how to think. I'm glad I am who I am now. I really like myself. I do miss alot tho but, whatever.

I just wanted to say im still alive and all and i will try and post more in here

Much love!

I really hate my life at the moment. Just thought i would add that. Just nothing is going right...just once. ....::sigh::

Ellllllooooo....Yes i relize i havent posted in a long time. You know myspace and all. But also alot has been going on....I mean alot. But, I will start posting on here more. I kinda have had a bad writers block latly. I just havent been in the mood to write anymore...

I've been really depressed the last couple days. I'm not really sure just ( Read more... )

No i havent forgot about you....I just am so into Myspace that its crazy.....Anyway I'll write more lata when i have time

Peace easy

www.myspace.com/sadlyoblivious

sometimes i feel like im going to be alone forever....I mean im ugly and noone will ever want to be w/ me....I wish i knew but i guess being ugly is the reason... :-( im so depressed noone will ever love me or want to be wil me :-( im going to do something....

Sometimes...I feel like im in a dream. I feel like if i fell i wouldnt have a scratch on me. and some days i feel like my world is falling apart. I sometimes have to burn my hand to relize its hott. or cut myself to relize its sharp. Only because i learn from my mistakes. To me it words mean nothing....I can speak them all day. To me Im 21 yrs old ( Read more... )

Yes...I have come to update sooooo alot has happened latly. not really gonna post about it cuz its just stupid shit and im over it. It's been like a week or something lol. anywho I keep forgetting to post cuz i have a myspace now. oh well uhhh anywho i guess i should go if anyone ever reads these things my IM name is Psycopunker420 buh bye

-MkD-

yah alot has been going on latly I have 2 and a half jobs lol I work bak in the mall and i deliver pizzas but i also help my ex b/fs mom w/ his lil brother and sister. It's fun...gettin paid to watch a baby! hes huge but so fuking cute! looks like ryan i think...damn i need a cig. about time for his nap. wow i havent posted on here in a lonnnnnnng ( Read more... )

oh yes another day i am fuked up......and i do belive that the typing noise i am making is making my friends made cuz this is the second site i have posted on.....OH YAH i have a myspace! i love it but still love LJ. yes i seeming to make an ass of myself. as always. anyway i didnt wan to loose my accont so im just posting anywho! write again soon-

Hmmmm....damn life sucks ass nothing seems to go right ever. Something always seems to make me unhappy or depressed...I just need to get outa this town. My job sucks they cut my hours so i need to get another job just to make ends meet. Im so tired of being alone or being hurt. I just dont know anymore. Anyway...Im roleplaying so i will write again ( Read more... )