I've been having some issues and I'm not sure what to do about them. This girl Lisa who I met a couple of years ago but never became buddies with has completely turned my friendship with my friends inside out. Heather and I have been super close friends for awhile. We had our separation for about 6 months, but that just made our friendship that ( Read more... )

LOL i'm such a dork. I love these stupid things to fill out. . I found this from a past post from my old account and thought "why the hell not". I've changed as a person and should fill one of these things out once a year to see how much I change. So here we go ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've posted anything on here. A lot as usual has changed. I was looking through some old journal entries and had to laugh a little. Some of the things I said I'm not sure where they came from. Others I agreed with 110 ( Read more... )

I was happy for about 2 months..... things changed in a matter of 12 hours. Every time I think that I am finally going to be happy something comes and takes every bit of hope away. I'm so tired. Tired of being alone and feeling sorry for myself. I'm to the point of not even knowing whats up and whats down anymore. I'm so numb and just live each day ( Read more... )

Christmas is about giving right? I gave... do I feel good... about some of it.. but I also feel like shit because what I did give was not appreciated. At what age should we give up on christmas? I would say never, but everyone else in my life seems to think its no longer part of who we are. That its just another day. I take the holiday seriously, ( Read more... )

Ok so I have a minor obsession with D&D from 97.1 FM Detroit. I listen to their show A LOT. There is this regular listener who goes on their show very often. His name is Supersized Scott. Well, I contacted D&D about him and asked if it would be possible to get ahold of him. He happened to be in the station that day and gave them his number to give ( Read more... )

1. First Name? Jen ( Read more... )

Depression hits me often. I dont need medication because I can control my feelings and dont feel that I am of any threat to myself or others. Usually the time I get depressed is when I sit back and look at where I am in life. I'm 24, only one left at home, work full time for a job I like but hate at the same time, have a car that is starting to ( Read more... )

So why is it that when things are going good they are great but then when one thing goes wrong everything just tumbles down after? Life has been AWESOME for the past couple of months. Now.... everything is coming to an end and I feel as if im dieing... litterally..... I dont know if its just because im so extremely depressed or if its because ( Read more... )

So I went out with the ladies this weekend. had a blast. We went to Bambi's out in Saginaw/Bay City area. We always have a good time when we go. As always, Roger was grabbing my boobs... because gay men love boobs. Mandy was there..which was kinda weird, but not really... Then I met Mandy's ex's. If you've ever seen the L word... you would know ( Read more... )