I feel bad ( Read more... )

Its time for a vent. I'm really sad. Really really sad. Its to be expected. Death always makes people sad. I almost feel like as little as I have faith in anything, I was some how fated to be where I am right now, to be there for her. Why would fate do that? I don't know. I don't pretend to understand, but if its ment to be, It is, and I give ( Read more... )

I hardly every post to my live journal. I know. But here I am alive and kicking ( Read more... )

Someone egged my husbands car. ..well. It was one egg. But still whats up with that ( Read more... )

ugh. Not good birthday. While I Could blame brian, I choose instead to blame my ridiclus hangover from the night before. Being up til 8am. I guess life goes on, and There is always next year.

I have a few very specific things that I want to say ( Read more... )

Ok. Nothing to worry about I suppose. Lets just do an update right quick ( Read more... )

Um. Not good. This just doesn't bode well. First of all, why even bother telling me?

second of all. Do I have to deal with drama from all of this? I don't want to. I like my new home, with all my new stuff. But darn it, I don't want drama. Its nice that brian and I finally got our lives together, and everything is working toward postive

So. I haven't written in a long time. But then again, I never keep up. so .things are working out okie. I reached a real low. Like..wanting to slit my wrists in the bath tub low. it was bad For me, for gil, and for every one who cared about me I am glad to say that while I was down so low, that some very important people helped me. Brian ( Read more... )

So. I haven't posted here in a long time, but things get busy. First of all. I got married on november 4th, 06. the wedding was lovely. It was on the beach at sand key part. I had some of my most important family come down from pa. Every one got along, and brian was wonderful ( Read more... )