Ya know in the face of myspace and face book, live journal has been so neglected. I miss posting to this place. Hmmm... Whatever

I had a good night tonight. A really good night. And a really not good one ( Read more... )

I am a writer. And writing about my feelings should help right ( Read more... )

wow life sometimes seems to go so fast. I am back to seeing a mental doctoc, of course they said I am bipolar ( Read more... )

So ( Read more... )

I want to start a family . One filled with my own traditions. I will never get to. I am begining to think that ...its not my path, and if its not, I don't know what is. I am feeling a tad bit lost today.

Ok. So. I think something is very wrong with me. My brain is crazy. I am alwaysing being told that I am to nice. I don't understand it. LIke I am to nice to my friends. What? to nice? I treat my friends as I except my friends should treat me. I treat them like they are nice and important to them, I offer them support and make sure they know I ( Read more... )

So today at work, one of my very last calls was an elderly woman. 94 years old, the same age as my great grand mother. She was having trouble with her caller id on tv, and I was sorta annoyed with her, though I didn't show it, I just patiently walked through some steps with her, until we got it working again ( Read more... )

I just feel the need to vent a little. Maybe even make some things clear ( Read more... )

I am so ...miserable, that I am to miserable to write about how miserable I am. I'm such a coward, I should end it, like all the really smart people do. But I am to much of a coward