You know I always find it interesting that when I find that my life is so ridiled with trouble and I think that there is no point to being happy or hopeful. Heavenly Father always finds a way to shock me awake ( Read more... )

We were so perfect. I mean we were so perfectly happy and then he pushed me away. But he stills keeps me close. It doesn't kill me anymore but it pulls me apart, tears me to shreds. I dont know what to feel ( Read more... )

"Ghost of you ( Read more... )

So I realize that I really need to understand that even though life is really hard for me at this time......I just need to help people more ( Read more... )

Jeff called today at 12:30, at first the conversation was all cheery and then he goes "We need to talk" I was like ut oh Im not gonna like this. And then I hung up ( Read more... )

Ok so I realizxed that I never seem to finish these things once I start them and I really need to start doing so ( Read more... )

I dont know this happened but trying to walk down the halls is an impossible task. Like in all seriousness. And so what Im wondering is how when I totally give up on being popular, I get popular. Ahhhh its Krazee. Oh and speaking of crazy..............I'll have to tell you later.

So Im really wierded out by the turn my life has taken. I thoughts major changes like this are supposed to take a little more time than a week. Oh well lets analyze this week ( Read more... )

I feels soooo good just to delete things. It feels soooo good to FINALLY say fuck off and leave me alone. Im not a mean person but this feels so right. I feels sooo good to finally tell Jeff Im listening to him. Its feels so good to see his smile and feel his arms wrapped around me with pride ( Read more... )

Why does this have to be so hard? Its not like its a death sentence. And yet Im so terrified ( Read more... )