i hate crying i always promised myself that i would never let anyone get under my skin so bad that he would make me cry....i broke that promise today cuz i can't hold it in any longer...i love u....whatever its not like it even matters anymore right...how could this happen am i not good enough for u...of course not your so beautiful am not your far ( Read more... )

i wonder if anyone would start noticeing me if i just keep quiet for now on?......it doesn't seem to work when i talk to much.......silence is golden

yah....i guess....i finally got it....wow am i slow....i just want to say..... am sorry....will u ever forgive me....guess not....

GIRL : why don't you like me ( Read more... )

when she looks in the mirrior ( Read more... )

I feel weak without you...

point your lashes down
and you can picture my face-
i'm smiling...

open your mouth,speakwith your heart
and you can see my soul-
i'm waiting...

place your arms around my waist
and you can embrace my uncertaintly-
i'm shaking...

press your lips against mine
and try to catch me-
i'm falling...

By yours truly.

sometimes i wonder where would i be or what i would be doing if i had u would i be happy? i guess ill never know i feel so god dam stupid for not doin anything i could've had u but i was to shy i was scared of what was goin to happen between us if it was goin to work out or not? would it have? i dont know but i guess its to late now u probably ( Read more... )

Sitting in silence ( Read more... )

DAM WHAT DID I DO TO GET HIM SO MAD THAT HE WON'T LET ME GO TO HEAVEN OH WELL....... DAM I NEED SOME WATER THIRSTY....