wow so its over we are totaly over and he wants his space and it is driving me crazy i guess i dont really want it to be over and i was not able to see it. this comeing weekend my rents are goign away for there anniversery and like joh nwas gonan come up sat night and chill well not anymore and it sucks cuz i wanted to see him chill talk and watch ( Read more... )

You Are From Venus


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talk about rollacoasta of life and love! so i think we are friends now but we need some time cuz we was backtogether right after the breakup both our faults so takign tiem to moarn and realize we are not tofgether anymore...well dahhhh no shit we are not we wasnt workign out good anyway thats about it umm this weekend aight got reallllll sick spent ( Read more... )

1I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more (so much more)
I lay dying and I'm pouring
crimson regret
and betayal

im dying
praying
bleeding
and screaming
am i too lost to be saved?
am i too lost?

my god
my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my god
my tourniquet
return to me salvation

Do you remember me?
lost for so long
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well i guess its over i let a man blow smoke into my eyes and be lied to no friendship nuttin...let the morning begin all over again

i will survive

so i went to work and then aninas gradpathers wake tonight. yuckie how i hate those kinda things plus it made me think that life is short and we shouldnt hate it., aka didnt try to killmyself yet :-) it makes me wonder what if i did something diff would things be better now then thay are? ok so i cant focus very well right now cuz wel lwhatever ( Read more... )

aight so work is work and nothing new anina left today big hugs for her....just sharon karen and myself btu  ihad major ass pricing to do wha ta sucky mornig that was then junior move by myself then back to pricing wtf this day sucked...anyway now i think im getting sick cuz well i jsut dotn feel good leave it at that.

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so anyway this weekend was an interesting learning experiance. i am not ready for the real world yet. i have been in a bubble and this weekend it got destroyed i made a ttoal ass outa myself friday night i hjad a great tiem made a few new friends but had to risk my life while doing it, and it was scary as fuck. then sat ngiht went to Ri with jace ( Read more... )

so last night me and jace went out for the first time in a long time just the two of us. IT was totaly amazing first i had to drive so i didnt get totaly drunk on the way into the club. well anyway had fun met some of his friends from school they are kewl had aa few drinks in the club met a nice gir lshe gave me her lipgloss totaly love rher...the ( Read more... )

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