nobody understands how much i love him. sometimes i sit here in my house listening to these sad songs trying to really get in touch with my feelings.. he means the world to me. i love him more and more each and everyday. i dont know where i would be right now without him. probally doing stupid shit.. its so nice to have someone there who really ( Read more... )

I think not.. haha Seriously where is your life? Do you NOT have one or what? Just don't bother asking me how my life is and how everything is.. mhhm fake bitches.. its really sad. I don't need your pathetic comments left on my journal entrys. Go out and actually do something with your life.. Instead of sitting around at home on your computer ( Read more... )

mmhmm i love him. need i say more?

Yeah bitchesss I love a nigga named Nick!! TODAY=2MONTHS!!!!

I love him so muchhh! You have no clue! Tomorrow I can't wait to see him! I always look forward to the next time when we will see eachother.. He means the world to me.. Our loveee is so A M A Z I N G !

Love you baby!

Now I know. He is the one for me. I love him so much. I am going to try to change these stupid games I play.. I am so happy now. Nobody can wipe this smile off my face. And guess what.. Its freedom Friday! I am going to spend it with the one I love the most..

I get so confused about what I really want. I take everything and everybody for granted. This time I took it too far.. What the hell do I really want? I don't even know.. I think I do sometimes but then again other times I'm unsure. Fuck nigga.. no worries, pure fun, try to forget all..

I don't know. I feel broken..

Well My birthday was Monday, I am now 17!! I spent time with Nick and he met my family..ha

Then Tuesday Nick brought me to the mall to pick out what I wanted to get for my birthday.. I got 3 shirts from Abercrombie..

And now.. I'm sitting at home because I stayed home from school.. I'm pretty pissed off right now. I mean why the hell do they have ( Read more... )

I hate these nights..alone..without him. We hungout today though and resolved everything.

Baby I wish you were hereeeeee!..

Is this a huge mistake that I am making? I hate that I care this much.. I just don't want too. Or maybe I just don't want to care while being grounded? Because I'm just not there to know whats going on anymore.. I hate this.. I don't know what I want anymore. Am I making the right decision? My heart is aching this isn't right. I love him, I can't ( Read more... )

Soooooooo.. My lifes sweet and so is my boyfriend..

These finals fucking suck ass. I hate school..

I love this song.. annnnnnnd I love him.