I know that family should be the closest people to me in my life. But latly I just feel an urge to get away.. Day after day, the constant bitching from my mom; it really is just getting aggervating. All I'm asking for is a little freedom before I have to go to North Carolina for a whole weekend with the family, but I guess I am just asking for too ( Read more... )

i love him.. what now?

mmmk I just changed my mind, I hate this cold weather!! I mean yeah its nice when I'm in my warm house and its cold out. But being out in the cold sucks. I can wear practically everything and I still freeze my ass off:/ Tonight was extremely cold!!!

my life hasn't been too bad latly.. except for the fact that my grandpa just died.. the funeral was held saturday.. it was really sad. i don't like going to funerals.. i don't really get upset when a relative passes away. wait let me refraise that.. i get upset to an extent when certain relatives pass away depending on how close i was to them. but ( Read more... )

i just don't see things getting any better from here. i think that we've just hit a certain point where deep down we both know that its over, but are still in the habit of being together.. we're so used to that.. i feel like we've changed. i mean people change, feelings change.. things change.. thats just life, and it just sucks.. :/

the hurt is unbearable. why is it that i fell in love with someone who treats me like shit? i don't deserve that, noone does. i can already see which direction this is headed in. but its just soo hard to say goodbye for good. i wish i could forget him, i wish i could just erase him from my life completely. these tears wont stop coming. let me get ( Read more... )

boys oh myyyy.

gosh, sometimes i wish that i could just erase people out of my life, and they would never be heard of again. its just so aggervating.. i mean its not like its some big secret i'm letting out to the world.. pretty much everyone knows what you did with them.. you already told many people, its not like i'm the only one whos spoken of it. but i don't ( Read more... )

its funny how life seems to work out in the most twisted ways.. i really dont trust barly anybody anymore.. you think someone is your best friend but then the second they get mad over something they just throw everything in your face that they've been holding back it seems like. i have came to find out that most people are hypercrites, they really ( Read more... )

Last night with him.. it was just so passionate and beautiful.. The little arguements really scare me.. They make me think I should just go on with life without him and never look back, but I just can't do that. The love is too strong. When its just me and him nothing else matters. We're so close, I love it. But jealously is a real kick in the ass ( Read more... )