ok so i took a shower and now i feel much better and im less cranky. awwwwwwwwwwwww. ok i just wanted to let you know :)

i have a cold and its no fun, no fun at all. im on my period and i have a cold at the same time and let me tell u that is not a good combonation. i extra emotional and i physically feel like poo. and seriously i am lonley ( this may be the pms talking). Joey and Candice and Connie and I were at my house talking until 4 am and like joey and candice ( Read more... )

actually it was alright. i can say it was the best new years i've ever had, but i can also say it could have been better. i did get a new years kiss though :) i got like 5 from the same person though. who you ask? Marc! i had no idea he was going to be there but he was and i was very happy. he seriously is my favorite guy. like out of all the guys ( Read more... )

well i have nothing to do tonight. i supose i could go to coffee, but i'd really like to be doing something i dont do every other day. maybe ill call joey and hang out with him. that's always fun. well i cant think of anything to talk about so im gonna end this entry. :) maybe ill be back later.

i just back from jill's party, it was fun everyone from drama was there so it was fun.people from bible study were there too so it was even more fun. joey came, im kinda mad at him, cuz he like wouldnt go inside and it was only cuz he was with john and im not sure but he might have not been sober. its like joey changes when he is sober and we hang ( Read more... )

yeah i sort of do, like its not like i like him a lot, its just i have an interest in someone, but im not 100 percent sure im not even 50 percent sure, if he is interested in me. i think im gonna just tell him im interested and see what happens. sometimes i think he might me, but other times i dont think so at all. hes cute though :).i mean whats ( Read more... )

well, things are going a lot better for joey which makes me feel a kazillion times better. and we've become closer too which is good. like i dunno sometimes i worry that he is distancing from me and now we're closer then ever. he is total clean from everything, except beer and cigarettes which he has cut back on a lot. but compared to some of the ( Read more... )

well i dont really have anything to write. im just bored. i work today at 4.yipee.blah blah blah. nobody ever comments on this anymore, i dont thik anyone even reads it anymoe. not that im complaining i actually like it better this way, like when people i dont know read this its ok, but for a while a lot of people i did know were reading it and ( Read more... )

guys are stinky liars. please dont tell me stuff and then not go through with it, its poopy. i dont want to say too much incase someone inparticular were to read this. but POO on that person. i dont know how i am ever suposed to tell you i have a crush on you if you dont show up, or call. this probably means we are just meant to be friends, which ( Read more... )

i dreamt of kissing...again. i tend to do this a lot lately. but this dream was the best one. ok it was me and like this group of friends and we were super heroes kinda, not like Superman but like the people on roswell or buffy. and like one of the people in the group was my boyfriend. and we were all in the car going to find a bad guy and my " ( Read more... )