It's been so long since I've even looked at my journal that I totally forgot to do this at the time, but it has to be done.

Welcome to the world:
<3 Riley John Berry <3 ( Read more... )

...but Happy Birthday BigJo, I hope you like the tattoo I got in your honour.
Love you, and miss you everyday. I really hope you found the happiness in Heaven that you never found on Earth. xXx

Edward Micheal Hanmer Middleton <3

Born at 5.22pm today, weighing 8lb 11oz.

You are so very beautiful, and already loved by so many (especially by your Amazing Aunty JoJo!!)

X <3 X <3 X

Today, the 20th September, makes it 5 months since that awful day ( Read more... )

But now it's been 4 years. 4 whole years since I last took class a drugs... well, with one or two minor slip-up's this year, but that's still bloody impressive! ^_^

I can't quite seem to get over this bump in the road of my life ( Read more... )

Of all the stupid things that I have done in my life (so far), this is without a doubt the absolute worst. How could I be so incredibly idiotic?! RARGH >=[

Kinda prepared for it, but it's still such a shock.
I hope you've been reunited with all your friends up there.
Will think of you always, Flower Power =] <3 xx

This is how it works ( Read more... )

...and it doesn't stop being so painful.

Rest in peace Ayesha, beautiful angel.

I miss you. <3 xxx