I've found myself distracted again, in planning for the future.... and yet, planning to be spontaneous. Who knows what really is in store for me or what direction I may take. I have come in terms with leaving the future to the unknown and believing in all the possibilities and opportunities that lie within my grasp. Living in each moment, but ( Read more... )

"...If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
inside of me,
threatening the life they belong to..."
-- anna nalick

One year. About a year since my last entry. So much has changed within that time span. So much so, I can even say I am a much different person -- wiser, possibly. I read my past entries with reflection... so much emotions, ( Read more... )

Lately I have been very good at pre-occupying myself... but now I have this realization that the majority of my preoccupations are things to waste my time and have not been really fulfilling. I spend more money, I go out to drink more, I hang out with people that I see for only bits of a time. I had my natural highs with what seemed like a social ( Read more... )

"When you look at yourself from a universal standpoint, something inside always reminds or informs you that there are bigger and better things to worry about."
-- Albert Einstein, The World as I See It So I am awake though I need to really get up in another 2 hours or so to do a day health fair... and yet, I decided to really GET UP -- out of my ( Read more... )

I wondered about the truth around this quote. So I'm going to list all the things that irritate me:

- I hate when people are fake. They aren't geniune when they are chatting or laughing with others. And it just irks me that these fake people can step up in the ladder of society and nice people just let them ( Read more... )

So I complain of how tired I am... and here I am -- still up...
trying remember and learn as much as I can... while waiting up for someone, maybe...My precepter planned to work Fri-Sun... all 12s. Ridiculous, huh? Well, I scheduled for the 2 12s and one on Monday -- so she changed it on me. I was going to pick up the Sun day shift -- but that ( Read more... )

So for this shift, I picked up one of the kids I had before. Miss beautiful Jay-cee. So you see this lil' cute 21m yo and see the pacer wires and blake drain... and feel so bad for this girlie. Luckily during this day, she was getting them all off. And boy, did she make a fuss about ANYONE touching her. I don't blame her. And I don't blame ( Read more... )

Hella tired and this is only day 1 of 3 this weekend of my 12 hr shifts. I think work is definitely getting to me... wish I could look all this up before work tomorrow -- hoping that work won't be as bad either... and wishing that my love is taking care of himself while he's in school.

Pts:
1. admitted for abd. pain, emesis; hx of Hirschburgers- ( Read more... )

There was this condition that I could not remember the name for the life of me... but if I saw it written down -- I could point and scream... I know this! So to add to my list of things I've learned, I'm going to explain briefly about the condition called:
Crigler Najjar Syndrome The "golden children" as one book notes, this condition is very ( Read more... )

**WARNING: This is boring nursing stuff... ;) ** * Terms ( Read more... )