I finally got a letter from Tony today!!! I am so relieved and happy to hear from him. He really isn't able to write letters but if he gets a chance he will. Man i miss him soooooo much ( Read more... )

Well it has been a long time since i've actually written here. Damn myspace took over. but i think now i'm going to start writing in here. i need a place to write my feelings. plus hardley anyone reads theses anymore ( Read more... )

Tonight i'm leaving to go to Las vegas for the weekend. My dad and I are going to the nascar race on sunday with my cousin. I'll be back monday night. i'm kinda glad to just get away from the stress of school. Finally a little vacation. i'm gonna miss my lovely friends ( Read more... )

I Love My Tony!!! 
He's so amazing....i don't know what i would do without him. 
I Love him with all my heart!

i went to the doctor again....and i have a urinary trac infection...it sucks so bad. i was hurting so bad in the morning that i just cried and told my mom that i had to go to the doctor. he gave me a prescription which i have to take for a week. so far i feel a lot better. like the pain isn't really there anymore!! good sign. now hopefully i won't ( Read more... )

i am hurting so bad right now. not emotionally but physically..i just want to cry. i want it to just go away and stop hurting so bad. it really really really hurts ( Read more... )

i got my credit card and debit card and my awesome checks today!! i am so excited..i just have to use them wisely and not spend my money on useless stuff. but now i don't have to ask for money from my parents!!! i feel so grown up..lol ( Read more... )

i finally went back to school today. it was kinda nice to get back to school and see my lovely friends. i was getting really bored at home so being at school is way better. i just hate getting up early...i need to get back into the hang of it since i was sleeping in a lot for the past few weeks. but yeah new classes today. i have.. 1st: english, ( Read more... )

well yesterday was 1 year for me and tony!!!! i was pretty excited about it....and kinda bummed out at the same time. we didn't get to see each other all day... so yeah really upset about that. but i guess there's other days to make up for it. i was hoping for it to be a really special and perfect day but that's not how it turned out.=( i was ( Read more... )

"Decembers"

Lets try to remember these days back in December
Our lives were very different
I was lonely when we first met
A small upstairs apartment
Driving through the darkness to get back home
Before they knew you were even gone

You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink
You don't have to ( Read more... )