so i'm depressed again... go figure! i've been sick the last couple days and when i get sick its pretty bad and honestly all i want is someone to sit with me and cuddle with me and just be there. and he didnt call... my bf didnt call. he knew i was sick and not feeling well and he didnt call. i dont understand it... if it had been the other way ( Read more... )

you said that i was naive ( Read more... )

I was talking to my little sister today and we were talking about our ex-boyfriends. I have always been told that it is impossible to get over your first love but I had no idea how true that was. Since we both have some what experienced that we were comparing our exes and then she compared my ex to my new boyfriend. She said that when I am with my ( Read more... )

Lately I have been thinking about it and I have realized that I have a serious trust issue. I do not trust anyone except Ally completely! I don't trust my mom, my dad, or my sister. I don't trust anyone completely except Ally and it took her 4 years to gain that trust. My problem is that I don't know how to trust. I have never felt like I could ( Read more... )

Sometimes i feel so alone it doesn't matter if it is day or nigt. It's like nobody cares. Maybe i'm wrong to feel this way. That is what everyone tells me. Now i don't dare mention how i feel. It took me awhile but now i get it. Everyone has their own problems and difficulties to deal with; no one really has time to care or worry about my problems ( Read more... )

ok so missing 2 days of school was a huge mistake i dont care how sick i was! i now have 7 math assignments to make up; 7 IN TWO DAYS!! and thats just math! then i have 3 english assignments and physics that i will never understand (although thats not becuz i was sick those 2 days) and economics! WILL IT NEVER END!?! college next year is going to ( Read more... )

ok so i just dont know what to do any more.... today i feel like everything i do is going to be wrong and that i should just stop doing everything cuz no matter what i do some how it will be wrong!  maybe i'm just overreacting idk but i hate feeling like this.  even some of my friends have started making me feel not good enough. i know i'm ( Read more... )

today i feel stressed and confused... maybe even a little hurt. i've been moody lately and i'm sorry to anyone who has noticed that. everything seems to be building up in my life and nothing seems to be going the way that i had planned it to go and i feel all this pressure from people i love/care about to be a certain way. but i just cant do it. ( Read more... )

hey! Joey told me to get one of these so i decided i might as well. i just got back from montana so i have a lot of homework though so i cant really say much tonight. As of right now i am pretty content in my life but i really wish i was down in Corvallis (for an obvious reason) and i wish i was in college now so that i could be surrounded by my ( Read more... )