<3 heyy!! it's been a while since i've updated. i've been an xanga-holic! umm..nothing too exciting has been going on lately! me and derek are actually getting along alright now. ohh, and that girlfriend of his i was complaining about in my last entry..was made up - no such girlfriend ever existed! which i was kinda pissed that derek lied to ( Read more... )

hmm, haven't updated in a while! not a whole lot has happened.  i'm pooped from volleyball at the moment!  i don't have a boyfriend..i donno if i even want a boyfriend..and if i did, i donno who i want as my boyfriend! one thing i do know - guys are complicated.  haha, i talked to derek the other day, and he kept saying he has a girlfriend and he ( Read more... )

right now i am talking to miss mary and adam kriner.  i haven't talked to him all summer!!  i did pretty much nothing today..i messed on the computer, watched a little tv, read some of my magazine, did some chores around the house, pretty much boring stuff!  ohh, i did talk to michael kulbacki.  i hadn't talked to him in a while, but he messaged me ( Read more... )

Well, I just got back from swimming at Danielle's house!  Krysten came w/ me and my mom..I bet she had fun.  It was kinda hard controlling an 8 year old though - she's too sensitive, and sometimes pushy!  Hah!  Ohh well.  We had a good time.  I had a nice time w/ Jordan and Kayla yesterday and today too.  I kinda broke down last night though.  ( Read more... )

Well..I subsribed to xanga yesterday!  I think I'm gonna try to keep updating my LJ too though, I can put more personal stuff on here, cause only me and some of my close friends have the link for it.  And my xanga can just be cute and not so detailed on my feelings.  Umm, Derek texted me last night.  It was weird cause I had just been talking about ( Read more... )

Well..today wasn't anything special!  Umm, I rolled my lazy butt outta bed at like10:45?  Then I got online for a tiny bit!  I talked to Sara Elizabeth and I guess Brittany Higgins [her so called best friend!!!] called her fat.  I've never been too crazy about Britt anyways!  Then I got a shower, then my mom came home and we went to Luigi's for ( Read more... )

Well, I just got back from the Clearfield fair not too long ago.  I went w/ my dad, mom, Bill, Michelle Smith, Danielle, and this Tracey lady.  I thought Bill Engvall was pretty funny!  My foot is freaking killing me though!!!  The one spot was like seeping really bad and there's blood on the sock I was wearing..fun stuff!  G'z!  I saw some other ( Read more... )

Well, today has been pretty fun!!!  Amanda is here.  She's in the shower right now.  Umm, we walked to Spiderlake today..it was sooo freakin hot!  I had a good time anyways though.  We were practicing volleyball.  I still totally suck at serving!  I hate it.  Then we got in a water fight - it sucked to be all wet, but it helped us cool off, so it ( Read more... )

I'm pretty bored, so here's the lyrics to a Mariah Carey song I really like.
Now Jesse called me..Later!

Verse 1
I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have thought that
I would ever be without your love
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well..today has been quite CONFUSING!!  I talked to John again and he double checked my answer for Zack.  Then Zack called my cell phone 3 TIMES today!  I finally talked to him and he was trying to act like he had nothing to do w/ John asking me out and stuff..which I don't believe cause they 3-wayed me, and if he didn't want John to ask me out, ( Read more... )