well so here i am. sitting on the couch for the second consecutive day having people waiting on me hand and foot. and it sucks. the only good thing is that i can take vicodin. its the greatest drug on earth i think. it takes about 45 minutes to knock me out for a good few hours. right now i am slowly coming off an uncle vic trip. and to put it ( Read more... )

you stupid fucks make me sick with your scores.

i am here but no one realizes it.

smile jeffrey i love you

my boy toy is a rebel.
i love it.
and him.

=]

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
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Just for the record,
The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of:
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say

Prescribed pills
To offset the shakes
To offset the pills
You know you should take
It a day at a time

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands ( Read more... )

what would you do if I ( Read more... )

You say hello,
inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight,
in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from
my car crash of a heart
And I don't know..

...No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
And let's get fucked up and listen ( Read more... )

cross my heart hope to die
i swear i wont say
what happen that night
so starting today
and you're gonna be alright
your best you tried
yeah you did fine
no better than fine
perfect in my mind
in fact i wish your heart was mine..

and i can hear the memory in my ears
back to the years
and all of those tears
but here me when i say im glad
we steered that ( Read more... )