Well its January 1, 2007... feels like any other day.

New Years eve was awesome, I got to spend it with the people that I love, in a city that I love, and it didn't bother me that I didn't have someone special to kiss when I thought it would bother me even though I knew it shouldn't.

I don't know whats wrong with me today.  We arrived back from ( Read more... )

I shouldn't waste my time. I'm good at being "asexual"... good at it. Being lonely never hurt as much as wasting time... you never realize what lonely feels like until you know what together feels like.

I push boys away... I'm good at that, really good at that. Unhealthy, eh? Unhealthy until your friends talk you out of pushing them away and it ( Read more... )

I read an amazing book on the plane home. I was never exactly a wallflower but I could relate to the way the boy thought in so many ways. So many of the phrases were things that I have thought in my own head. It's such an inspirational book.

I underlined all of my favorite quotes...

"Charlie, we accept the love we think we deserve."

"I just hope I ( Read more... )

I'm not myself ( Read more... )

After a long, exhausting day of airport screw ups, I'm finally here.

As soon as we got to the house my dad goes "get on the scale" and I said "no way, thats ridiculous, this is my first day..." and he said "I think you've gained weight" so I was just like "I know I've gained weight." I mean come on, its obvious.  30 pounds doesn't hide away.

I hope ( Read more... )

SPRING BREAK 2006 ( Read more... )

Maybe you didn't love me just as well as you should ( Read more... )

wow. i've made some amazing friends here, so amazing. just look how happy we are. http://community.webshots.com/user/colesywolesyRead more... )

its bittersweet ( Read more... )

i'm scared.