Things seem to be calming down a LOT ( Read more... )

I loooove warm sunny days.

::tears ( Read more... )

::smiles ( Read more... )

Heeeyyy. Well, what can I say? Even I don't know where the fuck my life is going. Or where it is, for that matter ( Read more... )

I cried for about 2 seconds a few minutes ago.
I'm so Alone.

I thought about dying the other day, and wondered who would really care?
I'd only hurt very few.

I only wish there were somebody who truly cared.

I need to cry and I can't.

Last night scared me. That has definately never happened to me before...I think it must have been because I was expecting NOTHING to happen, when all of a sudden BOOM!! both things hit at the same time...
I've been bad this week. I am doing nothing more for 2 weeks. Except smoke fatties, of course.

Only a stupid mother fucker like me could let that fucking NIGGER get away. :(

I'll come back, though.

Last night was pretty damn fun...especially when Jenna Jamison got there!!! OWOW..

I've been so lazy lately. well this weekend, at least.

...I have this weird feeling,.. like something is about to change..
and if it is what I think it is...Fuck that.

oh man. one of my favorite people from back in the day just got back in contact with me, and now I can start learning all over again!.! and she is the BEST guide!!. she is the one who taught me everything I knew back when I knew anything ( Read more... )