a lot of drunk/drugs lately.

and weiner dogs though always.

yesterday i worked a total of fourteen hours. i guess working like that is easy when you are a zombie.

i did 300 dollars worth of hair and made 100 dollars in tips at carlos. what am i supposed to do with all this money? maybe ill get an apartment.

hello. im doing horribly. i want to die.

i can't stop dreaming about him. i don't even want to go to sleep. it's so hard to wake up everyday and think about him the first thing. i hate this so much.

sometimes i fear that the things that happen to me will lead to a serious drug problem in the future

i had an okay day. nichole, tasha and i went to carlos and had a drink and then i did nichole's hair and it was BEAUTIFUL. her hair is gorgeous anyway, but i made it soooo pretty. i sometimes get too excited about hair, but i love it. i can't help it. i feel lucky that i found a job where i can make money and love what i do. that is a ( Read more... )

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i am going through a horrible break up right now and i am very sad. i want to be happy.

i am enjoying lazy time right now. I LOVE monday days because i am not working at either jobs and can just hang out with my weenie dog. i had an okay weekend i suppose. i conquered my fear of updos and did some really good ones on saturday. the cute girls liked them and were very sweet. i have errands now!

i have a house now on the 15th of may. party time ( Read more... )