today was a productive today.. lets re-cap ( Read more... )

"After months of wondering about how nothing guaranteed ever happens when it comes to your relationships, you'll have reached the point of believing that when it's supposed to happen, it will. This will mean trying to ignore your 'friends,' some of whom aren't, others of whom will feel the need to constantly remind you that you've been doing this ( Read more... )

I started counseling today.. pretty much cried the whole time.. and realized that yeah.. a lot has happend in the past 2 years.. and ive totally just pushed it away.. and now that im dealing with it.. its really overwhelming..

A lot of my posts are going to be private now.. at least this kind of emotional stuff..

anything is possible -- anything at all. On one hand, we're all capable of changing our minds at a moment's notice. On the other hand, then, receiving news that's anything but what we expected is the only thing we can possibly expect. The best bet now is to be as flexible as possible, and to remember one very important fact: There really is no such ( Read more... )

Type in your name and 'needs' into Google.. see what you get.. funny and oddly precise on some.... stolen from my twin sis ; )

• Melissa Needs Maintenance Manuals!
• Melissa needs a shoulder to cry on
• Melissa needs some more shoes! (thats the truth!)
• “Melissa needs to toughen up,”
• Melissa Needs-the-Dough! (thats also very true!)

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yeah.. sorry for the no updating ever.. life is really busy now.. and im a little overwhelmed with all this work ( Read more... )

Ive managed (with only a few calls to Doug - my sisters amazing computer genius boyfriend) to get all of our computers in the apartment connected to the internet.. yay wireless ( Read more... )

Choir results were posted last night... it looks as if Im doing something right.. Im in the 2 top choirs.. Choir and Madrigals.. so.. Im happy about that.. but also annoyed because i didnt want to do *that* much choir singing.. but oh well.. it will be an experience... I hope we tour somewhere fun.. and go overseas.. then it will be worth it.. haha ( Read more... )

So , im here in the grad lounge..(patiently?!) waiting for my choir audition. Im the last one to sing tonight, at 9:56.. im Tired, my voice is tired, and i have cramps.. I just want to go home, and go to bed ( Read more... )