so I am in my hometown for christmas and I have only been here about three hours and am bored out of my mind. I know it isnt anyone's fault b/c my mom has to be up at five am my sis is taking care of the baby, my little sis is bored and my dad is snoring away. You know.I think I am going to read a book..

You know, its days like this that I realize how lucky I am to be someone just like myself. I know it wasnt the lack of sleep, or the homework, or the play time with my dog, or the trip to wally world with my roomies. I know it wasnt the proposal I finished or the slide presentation done for tommorrow. Just knowing that I am happy being the person I ( Read more... )

A quick note on why I have not been diligent about updating ( Read more... )

So am I...

never thought life would take this course huh? Or that I would be That statistic. wow. i am shell shocked but a little happy because now I have a peice of you with me forever, and it will be beautiful.

but now, my friend..are you going to tell her? or am I?

Thought this was worth it:

You never really leave a place or person you love,
part of them you take with you ,
leaving a part of yourself behind."

I am writing to relieve my mind. Assignments are due, projects left incomplete and all I can do is sit here and think of whats going on with you. True to be said, I cannot be unhappy at whats going on. I cannot be angry for the sleepy days or the desire to drink you away, as if it would work. wow, it hurts but its a good thing and i know it deep ( Read more... )

Something's wrong with these eyes staring back at me ( Read more... )

Its what I get to belive you. To think that when you say what you do you mean it, and that it will work. Its what I get for not going with my gut like I did the first time and knowing our ideals and beliefs will never be cohesive. Everyone tells me to stay away from you, to not get involved in something that will only bring me down and cause my ( Read more... )

I will not make the same mistakes that you did ( Read more... )

This is definalty one of those moments where I wish i was crafty. you know how people can pick up clay and mold it into beautiful peice of work that expresses their very soul. or those that draw a painting that touches the heart of even the coldest person. I wish I could do that. I know that I have giftful expressions like photography, but funny ( Read more... )