Come to find out, I don't have to move on. The world around me changes by the minute but one thing is very constant. He loves me. Yes, he loves me. Two years ago, about this time my car broke down in the hub-bub of busy traffic. All alone with no friends to help, I sought the help of a new friend. A man I had only met a few short months before to ( Read more... )

Most people in my life consider me to be a strong unbreakable force; one that defends them until their last breath and holds tight to the people I value most. This can, at times, be a blessing and a curse. Now would be one of those times. Never have I been in such limbo on my next steps and so sure of what they should be at the same time. Truth be ( Read more... )

I had finally figured out the things I needed to find in my life. My focus needed redirection and a beautiful nature inspired place, all alone, was the catalyst for great change. The characteristics that were missing was simple: a focus on Godliness, Family and Honesty. To follow the very same principles that God set out as guidelines for life ( Read more... )

One thing I can type with utter confidence is wow, how much I have grown in the past few years. Oh, and geez, how much I have stayed the same. When pondering heavy decisions, I write. The entries sound so childish and silly, but honestly have brought back memories I needed to align myself with. Im using this one, secret place I have left as a ( Read more... )

Man, it has been awhile since I have posted in this thing! Life is going quite well I would say, except for a few minor blunders. Ikuna got really sick last week and it scared me to death, but he is doing much better and I am enjoying a break from scrubbing poo out of the carpet (damn carpeted homes). Visited the fam over the holiday and enjoyed ( Read more... )

wow, today was absolutly long and crazy. Woke up, did laundry, took out my love puppy. Got in the shower (shocker- I showered before class), did the usual get ready routine. Class was boring. Can we please stop talking about utilitarianism..I have had enough thank you. Then off to financial aid office to hear them tell me they are not going to give ( Read more... )

dont have much time to write but figured I would fill all in on the new junk in my life. LOVE my new job, great hours, great people etc school is beginning to be fun but papers are due soon- meaning end of fun. Things are finally settling down for me and I love it. I so enjoy the twists and turns of life at my age. SOO sad college will end soon, ( Read more... )

Time to update all on the fact that I am happy! I noticed all my entries were somewhat blase when it came to that fact so here goes. I have gotten through the past six months without a hitch! Thanks to those who are still beside me and fuck you to those who didn't hang around. I have a great new job at a great resteraunt, and lots of new friends ( Read more... )

I hate boys that make me cry
goodbye to those boys
no time in my life
for those stinking boys who make me cry

So right before christmas I got fired from thee dollhouse. It turns out, even though this leaves me with no money it has been a great thing. That place can really consume your world. Right now I am sitting next to the phone waiting for it to ring and get the news as to whether or not I got my new prospect. Its a good clean job with no stds and no ( Read more... )