Alive. After one year. When I think back, so much has happened to me in this year. So much that I still do not think my mind has had time to comprehend it all. My life has been effected beyond comparison to anything else. I cannot even begin to verbalize how I feel. It is, undoubtedly, uncertain. I do not know whether to be happy today because I ( Read more... )

So I have an interesting story that sums up an almost 11 months struggle. So I found out last July 26th about my heart condition and yesterday, Saturday June 16th, I went on my first rollercoaster. I had been on the tower of terror at Disney but that's not the same thing as all the pressure your body is put under with a roller coaster doing flips ( Read more... )

This week has been like so... blonde. I've felt so not-put-together with alot of my thoughts. It started last Monday at work and it's just continued ( Read more... )

So today was the first day of my internship at FBR. I went in at 11 and didn't leave until we closed at 6:15. It was a LONG day. I didn't take a break, or have lunch or anything... it went really fast because I was SO effing busy. Everyone seems really nice ( Read more... )

I've lost seven pounds in six days. That's crazy. I think that screams out how much I love to eat hahaha. (and how little I can do now!). I still have a little over a week left before I can eat regular people food again... and I can't wait. I find, when I'm drifting to sleep, that I dream about food rather than something else. I keep craving Panera ( Read more... )

being alive ( Read more... )

So Ive been harassed LOTS today. I know it's not a full moon tonight ( Read more... )

Basically, I'm a Zombie. My eyes are half open. We did not get back to Tampa last night until after 3 AM ( Read more... )

Last night was pretty much.... AMAZING. The concert blew me away, bar none. I've been to MANY concerts before but this was a HUGE production... pyro ALL over the place. It was really fitting. I feel like I woke up this morning and dreamed everything from last night.... it just seemed like it went too quickly. I am SO glad that I have tickets for ( Read more... )

I TOTALLLLLLY got the internship :o). I have to email them my schedule and when I want to start and they are going to pass it around the office and see who needs me for my availability. YAYYYYY. I'm excited :o). Lots of smiles.