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Behind every action, beneath every endeavor lies this quiet, persistent, creative force, giving strength to all who believe in it, and blend it into their lives. But let’s be realistic. How do you practice hope when you’re feeling anything but hopeful ( Read more... ) -
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Here I am, wide awake in the middle of the night, completely unable to sleep, after everything I thought I might finally have found seems to have been ripped away from me. I was so happy a few days ago. I felt like the luckiest girl in the world to have found someone who was so awesome and so...right. This past two weeks being with him have been ( Read more... ) -
First Date
So, this evening I have a 'first date' with someone I met on-line and have been chatting to via email for a few weeks. This will be another in a long line of 'first dates' I've had this year but for some reason, I'm nervous about this one. I generally see first dates more as the date you have after the first time you meet someone - when you've ( Read more... ) -
The Kill
I just got back from seeing 30 Seconds to Mars which was actually pretty awesome. Even more awesome was the luck in where we sat which just happened to be exactly where Jared Leto came and sang 'The Kill' literally 8 people away from me! I really love the atmosphere of a live concert, whether in a big arena like tonight, or a smaller gig such as ( Read more... ) -
Endings
I have been moving things round in my house and changing how things look as I have been feeling dissatisfied with things and this is how I often deal with those feelings. Of course I realise that no amount of shifting and moving and changing will cure the cause. Even I am not that stupid and naive ( Read more... ) -
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Outside My Window...the street, dripping in reflections from street lights and other houses ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know if you read this any more, but just in case you do, I want you to know that I hate you, beyond all words, beyond all measure I despise what you are, who you are and what you always were. You are a petty, evil, spiteful, nasty piece of work and I hate you for it all, for every moment if it. These might seem like strong words but they ( Read more... ) -
Effexor
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I have been thinking quite a lot about the way my life has and is continuing to change over the past decade.I cannot believe that in less than one month I turn 30. The age itself doesn't bother me - even though I don't really feel old enough on the inside, to be that age on the outside. It is more the expectations that I had as I approached my 20th ( Read more... ) -
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I am feeling somewhat calmer but no less upset now than I was at the beginning of the week. I have taken myself out with friends, kept myself busy and generaly tried to keep moving forward - after all, that's what we do right? When things block us or hurt us, we have to keep going. So in order to keep going I have also taken up seriously abusing my ( Read more... )