day three on medication and so far I've been able to socialize in large groups and not get aggravated at anyone (not to mention I haven't had one argument with Sean since ( Read more... )

I start my job tomorrow.
9 in the morning. uck.
but I do get to bathe puppies!

I went bra and shoe shopping with Sean today.
I started taking my meds again a couple nights ago, so walking through the mall with so many people around me was a huge task.

and the billy and mandy movie was a huge disappointment.

My friends went out without me, and my boyfriend can't stand me.
I'm a winner.

wanna be happy?
listen to these 2 songs.
wheatus- teenage dirtbag
and
ben folds five- underground

Yesterday was nice ( Read more... )

I want cotton candy pink in my hair. Who wants to help me with that?

Well, it's absolutely beautiful out. As a matter of fact, the bee count so far today is TWO! I've been attacked by two bees so far today.
I sure wish I wasn't left at home by myself to do nothing today, though.

pearl jam-why do I keep fucking up.
If I can learn how to play that on guitar, I think I can scratch out all of my other life goals and die thinking I've accomplished something.

"I held out my hands into the light and I watched it die,
I know that I was part to play.
My god, my time to die.
Never want to spend my life alone."

I ordered my prom dress today!