I had an interview at a different stewarts, got a second interview tomorrow morning. Thank fucking god. After my interview Sean and I went to the commons, played in the castle and swung on the swings. It's so nice out lately and it's making me incredibly happy. I want to get out more.
I just don't know. I know I'm not going to happy once I start working, it's just an excuse to get the money I need. I still feel second best to Sean, which is a major problem. I've even considered moving in with my dad in Colorado... I just wish shit would work out.