how long has it been since i have used my days thinking about who and who has not updated their livejournal? times have changed. people have changed. have i changed? have i become better, have i become a shadow of what i was. there are many concious abilities i have lost, though many i have gained. many relationships i had relied on years ago have ( Read more... )

Sometimes, in a summer morning, having taken my accustomed bath, I sat in my sunny doorway from sunrise till noon, rapt in revery, admidst the pines and hickories and sumachs, in undisturbed solitude and stillness, while the birds sang around or flitted noiseless through the house, until the sun falling in at my west window, or the noise of some ( Read more... )

child of the grass ( Read more... )

i am ( Read more... )

lately i've been trying to do anything that makes me feel better. the odd fact is that things that i know would help me mentally and physically, i am not doing. ie hiking. ie reading. ie yardwork. my mind and body is just so tired that i'd rather be social or just sit on my ass watching full house reruns. the family channel really has a great line- ( Read more... )

well my first successful sesmster of college is winding down. i finished my research paper on the aftermath of human progression in the himalayn mountains last night at my sisters apartment. she didn't know where Nepal was, and worse yet, she pronounced it Naples...as in Naples, Florida. people ( Read more... )

CONFESSIONS... (secrets ( Read more... )

THE GENESIS OF BUTTERFLIES ( Read more... )

im a happy bee.

i think im out of my week and a half long slump.... FINALLY. gees.

nobody likes an irritable moz. nobody.

ive been making some serious decisions lately quite hastefully....but not without a considerable amount of thought. actually, i'm quite proud of myself for making them so quickly. in the past i've spent monthes of stress over such adjustments, but not anymore. when i told my psychologist i was considering moving back into richfield with my parents ( Read more... )