Some mindless ranting

[divine_1]

I've been feeling quite disconnected from the world lately. I'm not quite my normal self. Since breaking up with angela i've

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[natsu_chi]

I wish you luck on finding a new g/f. You deserve someone a lot better. Who knows you might actualy find a good realtionship. Well, you'll make some lady very happy. Treat them well...

[divine_1]

you were good to me while we were going out and i treated you well just you made some mistakes as well as i did and things just aren't gonna work out right now.

[natsu_chi]

What the fuck arre you talking about? I don't want anything to work out... And I know we made our mistakes... Mistakes are ment to be made so that we learn from them... I know I did. This break up was a really good thing for me. Reality finaly set in for me and I realized what I was doing wrong. But thanks for everything. n_n. And once again...good luck. V n_n

[divine_1]

what's this sudden change of attitude?

[poohbear_united]

uh hello Mike! You look too young for your age? Look at me! I look young but the guys still want me so you gotta chance with girls, silly. And you don't need to focus on finding a girlfriend. Just focus on yourself for now since your self esteem is at zero. Then work your way up to finding a girl cuz you need confidence first.

I don't know if that made sense. Sorry if it doesn't cuz I'm really tired.

[divine_1]

Well sometimes having a g/f much less someone actually being there to tell me i look good or that i'm doing a good job or something is something i just don't have. Sometimes i wish i had somebody there besides angela to tell me that i'm cool or to tell me i'm a pleasure to be around, that i look nice or many other things. Motivation is sometimes the key. Right now i don't have a lot and all that i have is all being driven into my new job and seriously its wearing me down already.