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Sometimes I feel like I'm just trapped in my own mind. Something gets me so upset that I'm on the verge of a panic attack. I talk myself out of it then I get this terrible headache that lasts all night and I lose myself. I forget what I'm doing, I become more clumsy than usual. I just don't get it. Bleh what can I do?
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Death and Greed
Death does a crazy thing to a family. Even two weeks after a death of a family member, it still seems so unreal. Then the greed starts to bubble up. Talks of wills and divisions. Who gets what and how much. They get angry and claim something was never said or the amount was too little. That this property belongs to so and so. This is how we greave ( Read more... ) -
Sad days
It's both a happy and a sad day today. Who knew the end of the world would end up like this. R.I.P. Barbara Quick.
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Sarcasm
I hate that when I talk, 85% of what I say makes me sound like a sarcastic bitch. Unless I'm comfortable enough with the person. I should work on that...
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Work
Another fun filled day at work is about to start. What else could go wrong this week? I hope it's just an easy, fast day.
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Cold night
Standing outside and my slippers are sticking to the frost on the deck.
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Doubt
Sometimes I wish I could stop doubting myself. Sometimes I wish others would stop doubting me.
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FFXI: September 2011 Update and 95 cap!
Seems no one really cares about BRD these days. I'm happy to see some nice new additions for the melee BRD for things such as Evisceration. I really would have liked to see new body pieces for the melee BRD besides Kirin's Osode and Antares Harness. I am very pleased to see Heka's Kalasiris. It's a wonderful addition to BRD's cure potency. -
Hey Square Enix.
I got a bone to pick with you. I'm working 20-40 hours a week now, just so you know. Which means I have less time to play the game I love so much. But you just fucking ruined it. Come on seriously. Key Item trigger conditions for ground kings?? It's like 6 year old content. Stop making this game easier cause whiny little bitches keep complaining on ( Read more... ) -
Should this be the end?
Looking back, I remembered I started FFXI years ago on February 8th, 2005. I've met a lot of people on Leviathen over the years and have been in my share of shells. Made my own, kicked from some, left others for a better experience ( Read more... )