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welcome summer
a year ago if someone had told me that I would feel awesome again I would have scoffed at them. I spent my entire last summer in tears or balancing on an edge that was never really there to begin with, hanging onto a crumbling structure that I never really had a grip on to begin with. If someone had told me I would meet a boy who didn't make me ( Read more... ) -
moving on
Julia and I are finally moving out of this pit, and it's gonna be goddamn fantastic. I am so excited to extricate myself from this poisonous situation after so many years.
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home?
being home is like a time warp. What? I'm 16? Cool I guess? My city holds so much more of me than this place ever did and I just feel damn lost here. Maybe I've been seeing someone who pushes my boundaries in new and awesome ways, but this feels like backsliding, like losing the treads on my big clunky boots and falling backwards into a water ( Read more... ) -
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I'm pretty sure I've never felt uglier in my whole life. This is going to be the longest five weeks ever. -
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I love this apartment, but I will be damn glad when the revolving door of roommates stops and I don't have to worry about an $1800 a month rent. -
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I'm not sure how this happened, but I have a stalker already. Maybe it's mean to call him a stalker, and I guess he's not actually that, but he has been really forward and told me he's interested (repeatedly even after I told him no) and now he's trying to make me feel bad about saying no. However I have zero interest in him. It must suck and I' ( Read more... ) -
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I haven't been single since high school, and right now I hate everything that happened and I wish I could just be free of it all. I'm doing alright because most of the time I'm moving. Tonight I just wish I had my best friends and a lot of stupid movies instead of being by myself with depressing music writing a story about how terrible I've felt ( Read more... )