I'm so goddamned lonely today. how can it be? I have been at endless concerts all weekend, it's beautiful outside, I have the day off work, but there is just this empty filthy pit in the bottom of my stomach that makes me want to cry.

book number one is written, under editing and then off to publishers. book two? what's that? started? what the fuck ( Read more... )

I wish my book would edit and publish itself. I can't wait until I get it published and the characters get out of my head.
I love it, but I want to be done

sometimes I think I'm all grown up, but then things happen to make me realize that I will never stop growing and learning. so I guess I'm grateful for that, even though it's hard, it's worth it.

I have written half a book in three months.
what have you done with your summer? :D sorry, I'm proud. :)

today I feel like a swamp monster

sometimes people tell you they are going to be there for you forever, no matter what.

it really sucks when they decide to back out without telling you. I don't know why I'm surprised, I always gave him the benefit of the doubt. Obviously I shouldn't have.

I go home in three weeks and I'm dreading it. I can give a million and one reasons, and none of them are that I don't want to see a few of my friends. I just so prefer to live here ( Read more... )

I can't stop singing this song at the top of my lungs ( Read more... )

I titled my photo album of this years pictures the first day of the year "year of change ( Read more... )