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divine_filth Apr 13, 2015 23:55

This thing exists.

Hi.

Its 11:46pm on a Monday night and I've been on the verge of crying all day. Allergies are high, so I am stuffed and miserable. My stomach/abdomen area has been doing this thing for the last four days where I'll wake up in the early morning and it hurts to breathe deep, there's so much pressure, like I'll pop any second and ( Read more... )

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divine_filth Aug 18, 2014 16:18

I feel like nothing will ever make me happy.

Officially holding two jobs but at the moment I have 5$ to my name.

I still sleep in until 2~3pm everyday when I can, and I'm shut up in my room on my days off, stretched out on my bed instead of seeing friends (???what friends???) and I'm still stupidly into this one person but it doesn't matter at all ( Read more... )

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divine_filth Jun 18, 2014 03:40

I miss feeling good about things.
I miss caring about anything.

I had orientation for a new job today and I don't know when I'm working next but I'm second guessing myself.
Do I even want to work here?

I just feel too old and fat and gross and empty and I don't want to do anything.

But I think about the things I *do* want, and I feel such a physical ( Read more... )

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