hey... i do this every year. NEW JOURNAL:

www.livejournal.com/~best_fuck_ever.

so go read the rules and apply. seriously it'll be worth your time but it will be locked only because i am no longer going to be sensoring myself anymore so it's gunna be a little provocative. but im sure you dont mind.

love me.

OMG you guys! christmas is ALMOST here! how awesome are the holidays?! okay enough of that...
i dont really feel like spilling out every ounce of my life right now, so im gunna do it this way.
-my mom found the letter that i wrote to aida and because she can be a nosy bitch, she read it
-she is still convinced that i had a party
-we exchanged some ugly ( Read more... )

hey guys, well umm actually some things have changed.For starters i had a boyfriend for 3 days (thursday at like 1am- sunday at like 4) and then i dumped him, and now we're going back out again as of the 12th.
so thursday i had my therapist appointment and really the man annoyed the hell out of me. but whatever, after that my mom dropped me off at ( Read more... )

today is tuesday and for some reason i was trying to convince myself all morning otherwise. I didn't have school yesterday because Hibernian's toilets didn't work.. which is hilarious in a pathetic sort of way. yeah so i had a nice long weekend. on friday i kind of just chilled out and some lady brought me a cat to my work that she found, i have ( Read more... )

so here is my weekend in a nutshell...

WEDNESDAY:

last day of school for a few days which is always a relief. i took all the czechies home&let me tell you that was a thrill. umm after that i went to work for a while. Then off to aida's to get dressed and surprise antonio at the restaraunt. i'm such a good.... person. oh by the way miki- you left ( Read more... )

so today i was late to school.. that was fun! yeah so anotonio's uncle owns Vigna on sanibel and he wanted for me miki jozef and matej to go out to dinner.. so i went to work which was completely hectic. then of course i was late to meet miki& jozef [matej couldn't come].. so as i was leaving they were walking down my street? yeahso we drove to ( Read more... )

its hard for me to write about something that i myself am so unsure of. Its hard to put down what doesnt make sense if you can't even ask the right questions. But what i do know was that before i even knew he existed its not like i was perfectly fine, but i was doing okay without him. Then i met him and i was determined.. now everytime i'm with him ( Read more... )

so gone it's not even funny... i know i said i wanted to leave, but not like this.

well.. i haven't heard from him since sunday morning... he was supposed to call as soon as he got home.. He is nowhere to be found and his phone mailbox if full. i haven't been this worried about someone in a long time. Makes you realize just how much you care huh? yeah so im going absolutely insane. its already gunna be wednesday ( Read more... )

so about six days have passed since i've written. get over it, no one reads this shit anyway. What i have to say isn't really important to you, but it's important to me.

Lately some problems i was having and thought i was over are coming back.. with a vengence. These problems that i quote have under control unquote.. are really not that ( Read more... )