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why does he do things like call me just to say goodnite? ahhh its those things that make him so special to me sometimes.... what is a girl to do.

im so in need of a shower right now. im at bretts and i just want to go home except i dont know the bus/subway route.... being here has made me think that ( Read more... )

today was horrendous. needed to not happen. felt shitty during a lot of it. seem to just be feeling shittier the longer im awake ( Read more... )

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actually i feel kind of better reading ron's journal entry cos even tho i've acted like a complete ass he really isn't over his old girlfriend.... i think maybe he just wanted a girlfriend and i was there? i don't know... blah blah blah blah. its weird how people are just kind of with people cos they're there.... i dunnoooooooo...... hmmmmm ( Read more... )

well i had a horrible weekend. im glad its almost over. i fucking am an asshole. i hate being afraid cos i know it only makes shit worse. tomorrow is going to suck too... i wanna just fall asleep and not wake up for a long time.... blah ( Read more... )

so i awake to find im alone again. hm. no suprise. a bit dramatic and odd yes. hm.... well off to eat cereal.

i've had such a good time the last few days with ron. i feel bad i can't even fully let him know how good of a time i really do have with him. i really am terrible sometimes telling people i really do enjoy them. i feel like i always tell the wrong people. we took webcam pics hehehe of course. they shall be posted later ( Read more... )