nothing i hate more then waiting. and nothing i hate more then waiting for brett.... so starbucks party tonite... gay... but um hi was supposed to be there an hour ago... getting a ride from anita whose house it is at... yeah thanks.... we dont need to make this convienent for her. GRRR now ima feel all bad and just take the bus over by myself ( Read more... )

lalala at school being bored... 15 minutes to classs... i need to get a drink and take mah second wellbutrin... yes i am normal. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i seem to be reminded everyday how much i need medical insurance so i hope this whole deal with my mom's insurance fucking up and dropping me gets fixed real soon ( Read more... )

well good god dizamn melodramatic works less then livejournal i swear ( Read more... )

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i swear everyone forgets you at once ( Read more... )

okay... i did it! i finally fucking got some pants... and although im not necessarily inlove with any of them at least i have a couple pairs... so my ass can be covered while i find some i actually really like... of course i need to get them all shortened but whatever. one of them i do like is a pair of velvety red pants. however... it is ( Read more... )

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with youuuu....

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how come when you fall inlove it happens so quick? i feel everything with him. i feel things about him i didn't with boyfriends of a year. and its strange to have feelings returned. i dont even feel like im worthy of him but im trying to teach myself otherwise. i could get lost in him forever.

okay so im wrong and he's amazing. i mean i was right in the first place... i have to stop thinking so fucking much and blowing everything out of proportion ( Read more... )