right now life feels like a pair of wet socks.

i know that people love me, atleast they say that they do. but i feel like words can only say so much. i dont see alot of this "love" put into action. and i am a see it to believe it kind of girl. i need to be able to see it and feel it to know its real.

i used to sleep with some kind of light on in my ( Read more... )

"Something inside the cards I know is right. Don't want to live Somebody else's life. This is what I want to be
And this is what I give to you, Because I get it free. She smiles while I do my time. I could die for you. Oh this life I choose. I'm here to be your only go-between, To tell you of the sights. These eyes have seen What I really want to do ( Read more... )

i really dont have anything to say.
but i will probably call you anyway.

i feel like i dont fit in ( Read more... )

over the last few months i have recieved on many different occasions the same compliment.

"I think it is amazing how forward you are. How you just tell it like it is. No sugar coat."

i've decided that this is my favorite compliment.

so tell me something... am i still on your friends list?
if so... then tell me something else - anything else.

you look at me
i look at you.

we are best friends
and promise to tell eachother everything.

but i am keeping from you
the biggest secret in the world.

i've kept it in for the last 8 months
it would turn your world upside down
if i told you.

but i wont.

Today Mandy and I were driving around bloomington/normal running misc errands and we decided that our motto for this summer is:

Live Fabulously

I like it. A lot.

Today Mandy and I went shopping for an hour at Owen's Nursery to buy flowers for mom for mothers day. Then I came home and planted said flowers all over the yard. When mom arrived home she ( Read more... )

Life is a never ending set of ups and downs ( Read more... )

As of tonight I have decided that there should be a rule added to the book about friendship. It goes as follows:

If I introduce you to someone that you either

A) Have never met 
or
B) Have never met but do not like based on hear say or prejudgments

then you should allow them to remain my friend without a second thought.

1. You may have a very limited ( Read more... )

My mom said the following 2 statements to me:

"Worry less and forgive quickly. Life is too short."
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"That's it Holly, you have to find you. Please you. When you can let everyone and everything else go and not worry about who you need to please today and what you need to do for so and so - and just let it be thats it ( Read more... )