Life is starting to become tolerable once again.. I fear however that in saying this it will then go promptly back down hill.

Classes are hard, but good. My schedule goes as follows

Monday and Friday - 10 AM - History of Blacks in the US, 1 PM Intro to Spanish, 2 PM Constitutional Law
Wednesdays - 10AM History of Blacks in the US and 2 PM ( Read more... )

i wish you could make sense of me.

So I guess I have been kind of MIA lately. There is a cause, but I will try to keep checking and be more on top of things ( Read more... )

Every once in awhile little bits of good show up in my life, and i truly appreciate them.

Well... I move back in next Thursday. Early - yes, I have two days of band practice before the actual move in day. I hate living on campus, I would rather live at home and commute or live in an apartment in Bloomington and commute. I get such bad anxiety when I am in Eureka, esp when I am living on campus. Bah. I have so much crap to do between now ( Read more... )

Attentive Designer

Apparently thats what type of personality I am. Who knew?!

i  feel your relationship with her.
i hate it. because i hate your relationship. and damn it i would give anything to not feel it. but i do.

Last night was definitely the best night that I have ever had ( Read more... )

thus far her summer has been a blurr of

.tears
.glitter
.bare skin
.clear water

When I grow up and if I marry, I hope to marry a man just like my grandpa. He was amazing.

tonight my life is full of Elliot Smith.

i just can't do this whole "mentally stable" thing. at least not tonight.