Okay so I realize that I never update this anymore. And I am sorry to those of you that tell me to update more often. Anyway I have alot to say so here goes ( Read more... )

i
want 
to
wake up
next
to
you.

please
dont
fake it.

just 
say
it.

i
am 
so
crazy
about
you.

i
want
to
get
away
with
you.

could
you
be
the 
one 
for 
me?

my
smile
says
everything.

i
love
to
be
around
you.

if
i
put
my
arm
around
you
would
you
change
your 
attitude?

can
i
tell
you
that
i
want
to
give
my
heart
to 
you?

you make my insides hurt.

you plague my dreams.

i'm tired of not knowing how to cope.

if i lay here, if i just lay here - would you ly with me and just forget the world?

2 things have never made me cry this much.

you

and

this song.

"if i lay here, if i just lay here... would you lie with me? and just forget the world?"

Well honestly alot of things have become apparent to me lately.

Over the last week I have been given so many opportunities to do things, and i havent really taken any of them. For the most part I have just sat and stared at these opportunities and done nothing. Almost become simply frozen over the ideas of them. Part of me wishes i had the guts to ( Read more... )

Well Friday I moved in and then today I came back and fisnished unpacking. I also saw lots of people and spent some much needed time with my Rissa. I'm homesick however, but thats typical for me. I am so close with my parents that when I am away from them for even a day, I miss them like crazy.I didnt even cry until about 7:30 tonight when I was ( Read more... )

"I'M BRINGING SEXY BACK!"*

*haha.

New Mexico is amazing. I cant believe our first week here is almost thru. Sad. More to come when we get back - and PICTURES! You're excited arent you? I know you are! Oh okay fine, heres one picture to help you wait thru until I get home and post them all.


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Well ladies and gents, surgery went well - I am almost completely healed ( Read more... )

Love and Fashion ( Read more... )