my little baby.
squeeze you.
squish you.
love you.
miss you all day.
trying to keep this up.
it all up.
in the air.
keep it square.
keep it trim.
trim it down.
but keep it up.
my big baby.
love you.
need you.
keep it down.

does anyone else laugh at REALLY inapropriate times?
especially when someone is upset with you and you are fighting...?
i cant help it.

im speeding past the police station
no hurry to get to my destination
hoping i am stopped along the way

im making our christmas tree out of sticks and cardstock and tape and a hole punch(to hang the ornaments from).
and somehow i'm not disappointed.
content, though nothing is perfect(which is perfect) and it's just how i thought it would be.
where have my best friends gone?
dont go.
lois and clark are always together.
as are we.

i remember things like collier and rien and tarrot cards.

i think about being a victim all the time.
like what if some crazy man on speed ran me over in his car.
or like what if i got jumped.
or like what if someone cut off my arm, like that girl on oprah.
maybe it's that i watch too much oprah.

i have never wished for this in my life.
but, oh, i need it now.

mmm, lots of baked beans mushed up, lots of overcooked noodles mushed, lots of cream of ___ soup, lots of mush.

and then there is cuteoverload.com to make your life, even in its darkest moments, rich and wonderful.

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