just something so this is an active journal and doesn't get deleted.

this journal is going to slowly (or maybe not so slowly) become friends protected, and in fact, this will be my last entry here. it's for a lot of reasons that i need to stop blogging at this site. this decision comes with a lot of heartache as this has been my most consistent blog home since i began blogging, and because so much of my life is ( Read more... )

last night i had a dream (in the short bit of time i was actually able to sleep) that i was with my great grandmother and she was dying. and i told a friend that appeared in the dream: i know the time is coming: the wall between the worlds is thin.

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy
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got word today from union that i have been accepted!!! woo hoo!!!! i am very, very excited about going to union.

now i am also very tired and so i must go to bed. this bar training is going to kick my ass. i can just tell.

hopefully i'll have time to write more tomorrow before i go to work.

i was reading a blog today written by a queer christian and he said something that really moved me and i though i would share it here ( Read more... )

today i watched the documentary "no day but today" that was included as a special feature on the RENT dvd. i cried. then i finished reading anthony rapp's memoir (he played Mark in RENT) and i cried more ( Read more... )

i survived the weekend snow storm. my manager very kindly cut me as a day person on saturday and so i was able to get to steph's house before the roads started getting bad. it was quite a relief. we spent sunday lying around watching tv and reading with just a short romp in the snow and the required shoveling. i was bummed that we had to miss ( Read more... )

at the moment i am taking a break from ripping my apartment apart and putting it back together again. i can never do things simply and just straighten up; nope i have to majorly clean and it takes forever and i poop out in the middle of it. that's where i'm at now. sick of cleaning but things aren't put back together yet. and i am going to steph's ( Read more... )

Buffy

Congratulations! You scored 37 Stakes!

Congratulations, you're the hero. Too bad you did you're big heroic thing and got rewarded by going to heaven, when your friends ripped you out and into your coffin where you had to dig you're way out, but hey, they had all the right intentions.

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