shitty shitty night... i find myself writing in this when i'm sad. I guess thats understandable so i can write all my feelings down. I'm so sad, its the worst feeling when something you love and that has been one of the biggest parts of your life is slipping away and you can't do anything about it but just sit and think about it and give it time ( Read more... )

i totally forgot about this livejournal business hmm myspace is better. haha anyways, life is good ( Read more... )

yesterday was the bomb dot com hehe. ihung out w/ keil alyssa and eddie woo hoo! keil and i ordered the 5-5-5 deal at dominos! mm it was good! these lyrics i love and keil said it was to me from him , a hanoi rocks song ( Read more... )

its funny how i listen to songs reflecting my mood and right now thats a good one so i have on rebel rebel on by david bowie! i'm scared cuz its late and my house has huge windows and creaking noises everywhere and no one is here! my mom needs to come home -hahaha ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a long time , kind of forgot about it. I am so confused about stuff right now. If i go one way its going to slap me across the face and if I go the other way its going to slap me across the face. ahhh why I can't just be HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY i love the word, i love the concept, now it needs to be mine.

i hate guys right now

tonight i went to a show at the loft - was alright - pretty good night. Keil ignoring me at a show, pretty much used to it now so i'm not really bothered by it right now- sucks for him though. well i can't wait to go away from here to vegas for a few days and to lake tahoe. piano recital tomorrow : / i'll probably mess up but o well i don't care ( Read more... )

last night amanda took new pictures- so yeah thats my new pic. Its crazy how I can be all happy and then pissed off 5 mintues later. I guess the ones you love piss you off the most and thats pretty unfortunate.

well the past couple days have been pretty good- amanda and I went to the beach today and i got a little sunburnt. Keil and I are good and I'm going to Vegas soon. Man I'm just living large right now haha living large but w/ no money. I am satisfied.